It’s laid out in front of me.
All the pieces, All the Parts.
My heart, it hovers over- analyzing where to start
Afraid as my human fingers trace edges of each piece
All I know, is that i don’t want to lose anything.
I know a man who could tell me exactly what to do.
Just a few numbers away, I’d have the answers to these clues.
I close my eyes, and pray for courage.
Though, my worries tend to stay.
I want to make the right decisions. I hope that I can find my way.
The pride in me feels bitter at the thought of calling out
I hate I want this to be over, before the time has started out.
But, No. I won’t worry. I wont cry & I won’t weep anymore.
Cause one day, answers will appear to me & we will depart from the shore.